Haiz

2009-07-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

dunno what made me stop blogging. well anyways, i should start again in case i forget what happens in my life.

was at a very happy event today! haha! cosfest VIII.
it was really cool, unlike the previous one i went at scape. though i'm seeing quite a few familiar faces hehe, like yamamoto becoming ryohei this time :S
it was kinda funny that we didn know which bus to take.. so we just followed the cosplayers.. all thanks to them haha. pics up as soon as moon and christophe uploads them! (:

back tracking!

friday night was cool (:
met up with alec wj shawn and prav. its been so long since i met shawn and prav! shawn drove and it was a really funny ride. he parked his car in a reallyyy bad spot. couldn't get out. wall to the left, cars in front, right and back. took about 5-10 mins before we managed to get out, all thanks to the other guys. i was just sitting in the middle being a sotong haha!
the best was when we reached the zhi char place! just as shawn wanted to park, we saw another car facing the same situation we just did! though this lady's was much worst! but she managed to come out in the end haha!
had a nice dinner treated by wenjie =D. chilled at Booei's after that (=

it was really great, meeting up with ppl u havent met for a long time, but able to chat just right away. (:

back track x 2!!

went for NDP rehearsal!! i really loved it, esp the parachuting =D there were so many extra tix and today i thought it was a real waste! i shld have given them to christophe =( seems like he will nv have the chance to watch one again. argh!!

ok i really have nth much to say boo. internship has been fine so far, aside from the "eyesores"

and i miss dar x( 9 days!! =(

2009-06-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

long time no blog.
let's see who shall be the one to notice this post =D
(so long nv blog that i blogged in the wrong blog. LOL. blogged in s11's =.=)

well, things have been going well, i managed to get a job. (:
sch was great, though i didn really improve ):
shit too long nv blog dunno what to say anymore =x
but all in all im surrounded by great friends and they really make my day =)
can't wait for sunday! which happens to be tmr haha!

met up with alec and wenjie bout 2 days ago, for a simple dinner and meet up.
sadly the dinner left me with 20cents for the rest of the month =(
i haven't seen them for so long that for a moment i was not sure where to start talking.
but it came naturally to us and the great old feelings were back. the times where we were still great friends, where we know each other well..
and guys being guys, they drone on and on about so much things that i had a headache. haha!
but it was great (:
promised to keep in touch even after a long time ;)

waiting for wenjie's treat! =D

and tmr is fangxuang's treat!
baking cookies for them ;)
they better appreciate it LOL.

and for dar, i really love you (:
i wish that everyday i get home you are the one waiting there for me <3~
one day, i'm sure it will happen.. loves (:

2009-03-12T00:43:00.006+08:00

i can still rmb the time i had to come up with an idea for stool project.
i dread every wednesday, cursed pc.. and blah.

now it's finally over, i'm so freaking glad!

check out the happy faces!!

My pride and joy =) :

my favourite,

Moon's:

An overview, during submission:

pc commenting on my stool:

Everyone seating on their stool! :

except for ruth! but its ok! as moon said, your stool is blessed with christian's butt! =P

bye stool!! =)

2009-03-06T09:56:00.002+08:00

How old are you going to be when you get married?

Put an X in every box that applies to you.

Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[X] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends.

Total: 2

[ ] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] You have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You've watched talk shows.
[X] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.

Total: 6

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] You remember to water the plants.
[X] You study when you have to.
[ ] You pay attention at school/college.
[X] You remember to feed your pets.

Total: 10

[X] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[X] You clean up your own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[X] You have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine.
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] You can type quickly.

Total: 14

[X] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] You have more bills than you can pay.
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[X] You can say no to staying out all night.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[X] You can read a book and actually finish it.

Total: 20

=.= wth 20 years old marriage. bullshit!
and i think this is more of a what is your age kinda question. if it is then is true LOL.

2009-02-28T23:44:00.001+08:00

this is just cool.
can almost assocciate every icon.
sure brings back those memories! =)

2009-02-27T00:10:00.003+08:00

a friend told me to learn this..

爱一个人，

要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手.

but its so tough.. especially if you're the only one trying to put in effort..

when you are down.. and you have no one to run to.. what do you do? ...

2009-02-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

SILVIAOLOGY

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
- CAESEAR'S SALADDDD

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
- err. aji-teh?

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
- waffles lol.

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
- egg and cheese and i dunno what. sunshine fantasy from pizza de france!

What do you like to put on your toast?
- margarine / kaya

*********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
- 3

What color of cell phone do you have?
- black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
- right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- er a few moles lol

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
- dell inspiron lap top

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
- nope. but i fell from heat stroke during band fall in once. lol.

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
- don't think so =x

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
- hmm no idea.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
- i might! cause i like chilli haha!

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- 1

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
-

Last person you talked to?
- online or real life? rl will be my mum. online will be ruth.

Last person you hugged?
- darling. he's like the only person i'll hug lol. other than some other friends once in a while.

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
- autumn

Holiday?
- the longest one.

Day of the week?
- sat! the only day i'm free

Month?
- about june? dunno why also haha

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
- yes =( haven;t met my fattest for so long..

Mood?
- quite happy!

What are you listening to?
- crush by david archuleta

Watching?
- nth. i can't multi-task!

Worrying about?
- tmr's work and how i'm gonna tell my supervisor that i wanna quit

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
- toilet.

What's the last movie you saw?
- Twilight.

Do you smile often?
- Yea.

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
- if i hear it. lol.

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- darling.

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- brown =)

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
- har?

5) Do you own a digital camera?
- kind of.

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
- yes and i stepped on it and it died! stop making me guilty!

7) Favorite Christmas song?
- jingle bombs by achmed the dead terrorist

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
- my darling to actually get me a present. any kind.

9) Can you do push ups?
- no way. too fat liao.

10) Can you do a chin up?
- i can tilt my chin up.

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
- nervous

12) Do you have any saved texts?
- yes. sweet ones from dar cause he doesn't seem to send them anymore =( luckily i saved ><

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
- thank goodness no.

14) Do you have an accent?
- yes a smart accent.

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
- this song about the earth i heard from xing guang da dao 3. damn touching!

16) Plans tonight?
- have a good SLEEP. omg haven had that for a long time man.

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
- yea =(

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
- charms, toys from online, food.

19) Have you ever been given roses?
- yea. but none from fattest =(

20) Current worry?
- job and studies.

21) Current hate right now?
- time.

22) Met someone who changed your life?
- yes. quite a few of them =)

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
- cant rmb. lol.

24) What song represents you?
- uhhhhhhhh.

25) Name three people who might complete this?
- dunno. those who feel bored? lol.

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
- using the com

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
- where am i!!

2009-02-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

Even though its past 12..

Happy Valentines' Day again fattest <3

You are super unromantic.
You don't buy me present.
You always lazy to go out I have to go find you.
You are fat and stay at home everyday.
You never go work only know how to play game.
You always complain no money and end up now you are watching midnight movie with your friends.
You always make me sad cause always end up no present.
Not even on my birthday.
You snore.

But.

I still love you. =)
And nothing's ever going to change that.
Love you fattest!

The times spent with you are definitely the best!

You are sweet.
You are caring.
You always give in to me.
You would make sure I never go hungry.
You will always say good morning to me, no matter how late you wake up.
You are funny because you say and do a lot of stupid stuff.
You always make me laugh.
You love me for who I really am.
You brush off my bad habits, and sometimes make jokes of them, without getting turned off.
You accept everything about me, and that's really important to me.
You are so damn cute!

This song is for you fattest =)
Lyrics not true but meaning is there lah =PpP

(ps: I still want my roses.)

I haven't seen you for a whole week.. I miss you so much =(

2009-02-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

The flute.
What a beautiful and wonderful instrument.
I miss it. A lot.
Kind of sad that I just left it behind after 4 years of playing it everyday.
Will never forget the Yamaha 784 that I once used, that being the most expensive one in the band, about 6k SGD.

A band.
Maybe not as beautiful as an orchestra, but nevertheless still fills my soul.
I remember the days we spent all out time in the bomb shelter we called the band room.
Before school, after school, that was where we went.
The green carpets, no doubt full of saliva, was what everyone stepped on, lied on, slept on.

I miss playing music.
Maybe one day, I should buy my own flute and try to pick it up again.
I remember I used to have a dream of playing in the SSO.

Hmm..
I wonder where I would be now if i had continued in bands.
Maybe I might have gone to the Conservatory of Music haha!

oh well.
back to designing stools and handles =/

2009-02-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

Just opened a fortune cookie.
and this is what it said:

"Be prepared for a hectic week ahead."

=( how true =(

CNY is almost over. and it has been pretty good!
got more angbao's this year all thanks to dar's aunties hahahaha.

school is getting hectic. really hectic. and i'm glad i didn have to work this friday.

went visiting today, probably for the last time for the year. jumped 4 houses haha.
spending time with val, wenzong, angsiang, fang xuan and nigel certainly has been great.
we will alwyas have stuff to chat about, and we make each other laugh. there's no biasness, no discrimination (other than to wz =P) and everyone is happy.
and we'll aways ps other ppl just to meet up! (i ps-ed my work!)
me, val and wz will always be there. hahaha.

and cant believe i'm evening ps-ing my dar for our very first valentine just to go out with them haha!

hai.
3d meta. stool.

Submisisons and plannings:
Sun - come back from work and chiong 3d meta plus clean up panels
Mon - panels , sketching ends at 9. think i should pon that. =/
Tues - thankfully nth much but must chiong stool zz
Wed - History, stool (might meet dar for dinner)
Thurs - shld be nth. right? =/ cept for what we gonna do in studio =( (CHIONG 3D META)
Fri - turn up for subject pool. (work after that zz)
Sat - Vday!!! - one day burned.
Sun - most prob gonna pon grandma hse visit to finish 3d meta
Mon - f***.

oh man.
i super no time to do 3d meta..
maybe i should cancel work next week..?
or else i'll have to work thru the night again.. =(

2009-01-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

its all thanks to my fattest dar that i managed to find my fighting fish like, the next day! =D

other than the weird colour, it actually looked a lot like the real deal. better than those stupid glass or crystal models.

now i need a shuttlecock. HAHA. what dumb thing am I saying. anywhere also can buy.

DAR ROCKS =D

on a side note, i'm kind of getting used to working at nihon mura. today was a long day but my feet were less tired. and thanks dar again for coming to eat with me during my break =D

that's like 5 hours of my pay used during the break. lol.

chinese new year is coming, and i gained weight again =.= i can't imagine what will happen after cny. i need a new hula hoop cause dad threw away the rusty one =(

need to flatten the tummy =x

and i miss my friends! now that my weekends are all burned, i wonder how i will get to meet them. esp some of the s11 peeps, and the ogl gang (where there's never a dull moment like seriously.)

and i'm dreading wednesday. i'll hate to see christian's face red this time NOT because he was sun burnt.

stupid fish and shuttlecock.

stupid trust tuition.

2009-01-19T22:35:00.003+08:00

WHERE THE HELL DO I GET A FIGHTING FISH REPLICA IN SINGAPORE!

and to whoever you are. i don't fucking care. you materialistic bitch
.

2009-01-14T16:26:00.002+08:00

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEE
for now.
freedom ending soon =(

school has finally started (not that i want it to) and im totally not hyped at all =(
slept like 2am plus the past two nights "mugging"
only to find that the horrid teacher rejected everyone's stuff.
booooooooo.

but nvm la now got more time to think of better ideas!

and 7 projects piled up on the first day of school haha.
now that its the 3rd day, there's a total of 11 already, and still counting!
imagine all our blur eyes on monday.
the project list was even too heavy to be pinned on the board!

and i think i really need to get out more. and take photographs of objects.
i need a memory stick!

(btw i hate history of industrial design. it was SO boring. bleh.)

2009-01-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

YES I GOT MY MIRACLE.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

omg damn happy cause dar passed his olvl's!!!
and actually got A2 for commerce lol.
happy happy happy~

now to finish up the idiotic stool and i'm free.
sort of.
=x

2009-01-12T09:31:00.000+08:00

I am SO going to hate today.

May a wisp of miracle guide me through the day.

2009-01-06T10:56:00.001+08:00

just to clarify.

as in he always spend his money on me la pls =.=

2009-01-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

$3 neoprint taken long time ago haha!

i love you!

you are so cute! =D

thanks for always letting me spend ur money =PpP

2008-12-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

This new year, I have 3 simple resolutions.

1) Eat healthy, seriously lose weight.
2) Be serious and work hard
3) Treat my darling better x)

Wait I have one more!

4) Have fun, enjoy life to its fullest (:

Happy new year to all my friends!
No matter what hardship you have gone through, let it go.
Embrace yourself in the love of 2009 (:

2008-12-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

its the season for christmas! and i got nth to do lol.

i haven blogged about so many stuff that i'm too lazy to blog about them anymore.
Just wanna thank a few ppl : Valerie, siew huai, fang xuan, wenzong, ang siang and kahhwee for celebrating my bday for me! =D really very thankful =)

and thanks wenzong again for the seal keychain and box of candycanes lol.
and to biwei and shuting for the bag and charm! loves!

something funny for the season! enjoy!

2008-12-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

I NEED A JOB RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i'm not earning money! and i'm spending money! money that i don't have =(
and i keep going out ><
i'm leaving house soon.. going to meet dar x)
then 8pm meeting up with some great friends at holland v..

tmr morning gg biwei house bake stuff.. evening got bbq..

so much things to do ><
good thing the bbq food order already.. so nothing much left.
i cant believe i actually planned a bbq la!
first time boo.

school is starting soon, and i haven started on patrick chia's homework!!!
inspiration!! quick quick i need!!! ><

2008-12-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

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2008-12-07T10:20:00.002+08:00

walao i duwan plan outingggggggggggg..
everytime i kena arrow then later plan liao choose the place ppl dun like =(
but s11 pls meet up soon really miss u guys!!

RAWR I CANNOT UPLOAD PICS RUTH HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
wanted to blog about the 2 nihon mura trips + messy christina.
christina! guess u are lucky this time but your unglamness will soon be uploaded!
boo!

anyways wed was kinda a great day.
wed to kbox in the afternoon with nancy, moon and kenny!
we have a serious problem!!
we dont know most of the songs that each person knows!
it mass sending songs time so that we can learn each other's songs and can sing again haha!
poor kenny has to learn all the duet songs. such a wonderful voice so better dun let it go to waste lol.

had class bbq at clement's in the evening!
woo first time bbq food tastes so great!
and a skill i picked up from cooking mama actually is useful haha!
its the fanning of the fire rapidly to keep the flame up ^^
too bad stupid ruth wasn't around =(

anyway i had yet another hinon mura trip on fri lol. with dar! x)
too bad we eat a bit only full liao =(

cant wait for next sat lol!
get to see mickey POP out of navy!

sian i need a JOB.
recruitexpress pls live up to ur name and call me quick!

2008-11-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

YAYYAYYAY
OMGOMGOMG
YAYYAYYAY

2008-11-27T10:14:00.002+08:00

rawrrrrrrrrr 10 marks goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ahhhhhhhhhh forget to put heighttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

RAWR AR TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

someone kill me please.

2008-11-21T15:10:00.004+08:00

Its house painting season!

tired myself out from all the painting ytd.
"locking" myself in my room to study for today.
its a great thing that dar's dad loaned me his lap top for my exams haha.

2 more papers to go!! and i'm finally studying! i feel so organised using this lappy to organise my notes and stuff.
I've got everything prepared already: notes, past year papers.. blah blah..
just lacks the studying haha!

its the first time i actually kind of enjoy studying!
i think its the effect of the lappy. like so convenient can just type in my notes and stuff blah. lol.

ok just took this pic. i held a pen beside it to show how small the screen is lol.
behind the lappy are all those design books and mags.

shiokness!! no more maths and science shit formulas to remember!
just look at pictures and understand wahhahaha.
even if i dun do well for exams i have no regrets man.
the process is funnnnnn.

ok back to studying! ruth dun kill me i will post the pics up real soon haha!

2008-11-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

ME2103 is officially over!
it went pretty great actually.

2 more papers to go!
once again, i know nuts about these 2 modules haha!
hope i'm lucky again =P

having flu now eyes keep closing. so too lazy to blog about the 2 nihon mura trips and one aji tei trip. all 3 of which christina made a huge mess at.

pics soon!

2008-11-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

i want to study.. yet i dun want to study.. but i have to study.. LOL

parents and siblings gone! I finally have the house to myself! (and my parrot of course. oh and also that lonely black goldfish.) finally some peace and quiet. (if parrot doesn make noise.) so i should start studying!

maybe cook some noodles later to motivate myself. since mum always dun let me eat my fav maggi mee.

mum: "eat what maggi mee! fat!"
then proceeds on to make some fried rice for me.

haha.

6 and a half more webcasts to go!
luckily i can play the video at speed x 1.5 and it still sounds normal.
that shows how bloodly slow the lecturer speaks.
luckily ive nv went for any of the lectures.

on the contray, i wish there's webcast for erwin's lectures =(
cause he speaks too fast for me!
especially when he's mentioning names of architects and stuff. it comes out as some gibberish like naoblah greblah. then cannot get what he's saying =(
he's just like the vids he show. all gibberish words i cannot catch!
boo. hopefully i can scrap thru his exam =/

kk study time!!

2008-11-15T14:24:00.004+08:00

saw an interesting from my teacher's blog..

"The most terrifying loneliness is not experienced by everyone and can be understood by only a few. I compare the panic in this kind of loneliness to the dog we see running frantically down the road, pursuing the family car. He is not really being left behind, for the family knows it is to return, but for the moment in his limited understanding, he is being left alone, forever, and he has to run and run to survive..."
charles schulz

what a scary thought it must be to have.. (i guess somehow my parrot feels that way too whenever we go out.. no wonder he's always so excited when we come home haha.)
but about me.. i shall not post emo stuff on my blog haha =P

2008-11-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Buttons are finally over.. after 6 weeks of working on it..
the sem is over too! relieved yet extremely tired.

1 test and 2 papers to go..

3 more days left to study for the test..
something that i know nuts about cause i only attended 2 lectures out of about 13?
tried reading the notes a little.. fell asleep after the intro haha.

money money money.. where the hell am i supposed to get 24k + the 15k???
any job lobangs for dec?
pls let me know =(

2008-11-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

i think karma has struck me. =(

never expected to fail that dumb piece of acrylic with a 3 and 4 zzzzz.
foam didn go well too. if my peeking skills were right i just passed with a 5 or sth.
oh f***.
found out from tertia that this is not a core module. hopefully can somehow exclude it so that my CAP won't get affected =(
i wanna take minor/ go exchanged program de!!! can't do with a low CAP at all!! x(

nvm dar tell me its ok!! i shall buck up more!!

2008-11-08T10:09:00.004+08:00

HELL WEEK IS OVER OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

i cant explain my happiness!!
friggin buttons and egg tray. all over!!
and i must say they went pretty well!!

buttons was kind of unexpected, but i managed to get thru!
can't believe the tutors'comments though haha.
the one i liked best is actually the worst to them!
they liked the other 2 buttons a lot which i tot was a failure lol.
good thing i chose the right materials and platform..
thanks to the ppl who gave me the advice!

Christian gave the comment of "They are very friendly." at least about 3 times lol.

Egg tray went well too!
slogged till 2.30am in the morning and decided to cab home cause i miss my bed. (even though lesson was at 9am the next morning)
met a very funny cab driver who kept insisting that i should join politics cause there is good money to be earned lol.
even when i wanted to get down the cab already, he was still telling me "so, join the PAP ok!!"
which really made me lol. makes me wonder if he was actually someone from the PAP giving some sort of propaganda cause he seemed to know quite a lot about uni stuff and he mentioned being a cab driver is his part time job lol.
but he was really nice. even asked me if i got learn taekwondo in case sth happen to me haha.

ok i have diverted haha.
so lesson was supposed to start at 9 but i woke up at about 8.50 lol.
so i decided to CAB AGAIN. rushed back to studio to hack open chirstina's locker for our egg tray and lappy, took a box of pocky and rushed to lecture, only to find out that the kuou guy was not there yet!
10 am: he still wasnt there yet!
10 50am: colin found him in the canteen eating egg prata!
wth!!!
lesson supposed to end at 11 lor!
yea so by the time he came everyone all chao bin face liao lol.
anyways it was interesting to see the drop tests, my group didn do too badly, only one egg cracked haha. and our idea was very original as the kuou guy told us ^^

after all that i was so tired to even feel the happiness haha.
got the DS from christina's bf!
damn happy!
DS is so fun!
THANK YOU MOOMOO FOR LENDING ME YOUR DS HAHA.
i may just treat christina better in the future!

k back to playing!
pics next time!

2008-11-03T23:10:00.004+08:00

(I love LG Viewty!! Just realised like there's so many cool functions after so many months of using it hahaha.)

LESSONS OF ID

Lesson No. 1 :
No need listen to lecturer.. Play with your cam.. :)

Lesson No. 2:
Make sure you know where Fong Seng is

My First Trip To Fong Seng:

Lesson No. 3:
When playing with eggs, make sure they crack on your friend's table instead of yours.
You may even get a Surprise! double yolk egg like in this case!

Lesson No. 4:
Have your friend clean up the mess. (na jk.)

Extra:
Model making fun.
My cardboard version of a hot glue gun!

Lesson No. 5:
BECAREFUL WHEN USING THE SANDING BELT.

chipped nail =(

1 more day till dar is free!!

4 more days until i'm free =(

2008-11-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

no more night safari grrrrrrr.

2008-11-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

too much work..
overwhelming!!!

relax tonight at the night safari halloween special!!

2008-10-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

This is getting really bad!
On the way home just now, my mum was talking about my sis panting after climbing 12 storeys home.
I told her its no kick, and she dared me to do it!
Thinking how easily i USED TO climb the 12 storeys, i said of course!
I even said i could climb faster than when they take lift. (Of course i was joking la.)
I almost died before i reached the 6th floor!
By the time i reached 9th floor I my legs were giving way and every step seemed like an eternity =(
By then I could already hear my mum from the 12th storey "She's here she's here!" haha.

I really have gained far more weight than i can ever imagine.
Looking at how fat I have become my mum finally decides to buy me more healthy food hahaha.
We went to Shop N Save (shen shen shen mother zui bang!) to buy some grains for me lol.
Got some Oatmeal, wholegrain bars and healthy cornflakes. (all for breakfast) and Yakult of course! I even took one small box of kellogs plain cornflakes.

Mum: "Buy this for what?"
Me: "For Cookie! (my parrot)"
Mum: "Wah he also have!"

haha.

lets see if my new healthy eating plan will be successful!!
I aspire to climb the stairs home everytime! ^^

2008-10-26T22:02:00.001+08:00

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices. But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be loved by you.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

2008-10-26T09:26:00.006+08:00

6th Month at Swensens!

Caesar's Salad with Beaded Fish!

dar finally ate vege! haha! and it came in a damn big bowl.
we got a shock when we saw the bowl.
the waiter even asked us "You got order right?"

My breaded Chicken!

I always eat this lol.

Dar's Salmon ^^

he complained the portion so small =P

Extremely Chocolaty Mudpie!!!

very nice!! especially the brownie and hot fudge.
yummmmmmmmm.

Sizzling Apple Crumble!!!

woot super nice too! with the yummy pieces of apples by the side.

we ate till we're bloated! haha

Thanks dar! love you! ^^

2008-10-24T00:22:00.003+08:00

i should eat more at home. ^^

HELL DAYS ARE OVER!
i'm seriously grinning with joy like a retard right now
i'm bursting with so much energy that i cant sleep!'

I'M HIGH
CAUSE I'M NOT LOW
HAHA.

ok i'm really high.

ugly doll making tmr!
christina u better not ps me!!

2008-10-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

hell week is on its way.

2008-10-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

isn't this just the prettiest gift ever!
=P

this too!! (dar i wan i wan =PpP)

Love the girls!!

Girls of ID.

slacked the whole day to day!
all thanks to patrick chia!
=D

2008-10-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

BIENNALE PICS!!
(in random order)

dunno what the dumb sheep is doing (lol.)

2008-10-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

too lazy to blog about biennale in the end haha.
anyway i took my btt today!!

i tot it was at 950. so since:
1) i'm supposed to reach 15 mins before the test
2) i have not studied,
i decided to go early to sit down and study.

reached the bus top at 911 (not very early actually) and strolled slowly into the building.
just for fun, i went to the stupid machine that lets u key in ur i/c and it will give u a slip showing u your test dates and times.

omgwtfbbq.

my test supposed to start at 915!!!!

so i faster chionged to the room and it was about 914 already. took my slip and sat down.
when we were supposed to key in our password, i feverently tried to key in my driving centre password but to no avail!! the last digit just cant be keyed in.
after much struggle the fierce invigilator (precisely why i didn raise my hand for help) walked over and noticed my distress.
he then point to the slip i was given.
zzz there was a 4 digit password there =.=

finally i started the test.. very anxious as i didn have time to study..
tikam-ed a few qns..
and i knew i was going to fail =(
checked thru once..
clicked "end of test"

wth i PASSED.
LOL.

really couldent believe my eyes when i saw the word "passed"!!

i think it's my favourite word of the day!

i can't believe my luck too! maybe i've done too many good deeds recently.
as if.
hahahaha.

i was so happy rushing off that i didn't:
1) print my result slip
2) book FTT
3) apply for PDL

=.=

need to spend another trip to the driving centre =(

2008-10-02T06:33:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE BIENNALE COMING UP!! =D

2008-09-28T23:56:00.025+08:00

PROJECT: BENTO

Date: 25th September 2008 (just nice 5th month with dar ^^)
Location: Christina's House
Project Members: Christina, Moon, Silvia

i can't believe it!! i actually made bento!! lol!
finally decided to make it cause dar seemed to like it so much ^^
so we uh kinda lied to christina's mum that we have a Bento Project lol.
cause she's secretly making for her bf too!

Starting Out:

Moon was the first enthu kia to start her bento (basically cause she was in a rush lol.)
She wanted to make a hello kitty one!
But she started splating the rice directly onto her box and tried to shape it with her dry hands!
And all the rice stuck to her hand hahaha.

Made a mess lol.

She then looked at the image, and looked back at hers:

Moon: eh why look so different!!

Moon did one stupid thing after the other LOL.
The hello kitty's eyes supposed to be just made of seaweed.
But she tried using black sesame and made another mess!

Moon: =(

But her's turned out great!

Very colourful bento with an authentic box. Too bad hello kitty is stuck to the box.

This is Christina's!

Sheep: Mehhhhh
Cow: Mooooooooo0o0o0o

Her 2nd one:

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Here's mine! in the boxes!

As dar didn't know I was making bento (he thought I was doing project), he got quite a pleasant surprise when i gave it to him!

Mine's not as colourful cause dar dun eat vege =(

Dar was quite excited to eat it hehe.
But i kept taking photos of the bento lol.

After one million years, dar finally gets to eat ^^

Poor chicky!

MURDERER.

=(

The other lonely chicky with the remains of his dear friend beside.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

The Aftermath:

Moon's: Too horrible to eat lol.

Christina's: Her bf ate everything!

Mine: Dar loved it! (though left a bit of the rice lol.)

2008-09-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

One fine evening at Venezia's..

Ruth: Eh you all help me eat lei. I very full.

Christina(greedily): OK! HAPPILY!!

dumb MEH face.

okay la the above pic was photoshop-ed.

here's the REAL deal.

BEWARE. the picture below might cause serious uncomfort to certain viewers.(especially christina. LOL.)
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2008-09-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

it's the term break!!
but might as well not give any break eh.
more busy then normal lo =.=

got so many things to blog about!
1) "Jerk" Thai
2) Alan's 21st bday
3) PGP + Aston's
4) $3 neoprint lol.

BUT I'M TOO LAZY. HEHE.
k bye. =P

2008-09-18T01:12:00.001+08:00

"Zombie" is stuck to my head!

dar's exams coming.. quite stressed =(
hope it all goes well for us..

2008-09-15T23:53:00.007+08:00

finally things are slowing down.. for tonight.
tmr is death day agin!!
foam cutter to make.. foam to model..
tamagotchi to open up..
i think i'll dieeeeeeeeee.

anyways wizard towers is finally OVERRRRRR.

The Aim:
-pick one hogwarts tower of ur choice
-identify the characteristics of the house
-construct a tower 2.2m tall, from only paper that is 80gsm and below.
-no figurative/literal designs
-tower must bring out the characteristics of house chosen
-colours are not recommended
-MAKE SURE YOUR TOWER CAN STANDDDD.

The Process:

Final Product(of my group):

SLYTHERINNNNNNNNNNNN. (too lazy to rotate photo)

Name of Tower: ZUA
Origin of Name: Paper
Real Origin of Name: Ka Zua (cockroach, cause it really looks like one)

critique session was fun today.
interesting to see how others construct their towers and how it turned out to be like.
2 of the towers kept falling, but they were amazing ideas.

tmr's another long day.. all the way till 9pm!!
the horrors.

ytd was such a long day..
went to sch to do the wizard towers..
did until about 1am..
many did not sleep..
what a horrible assignment! lol

ok i better go sleep!
if not tmr i dieeeeeee.

dar is sick x(
cant wait to meet again!

2008-09-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

2 nights in a row..
i am so dead tired..

i wan my darling x(

2008-09-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

zzz sick..

2008-09-08T02:33:00.004+08:00

2.34am..
trying to complete my panel for Wizard Towers assignment..
my group's doing on SLYTHERIN!!!
cause it's darker and more mysterious xD

studio is so funnn.. yet we hardly get to sleep x(
aki is worse.. lucky i did not xfer there haha..

somehow.. i love doing panels..
it's like u can present ur work nicely, neatly on a single piece of A3..
quite interesting actually.. and u get to see the different ways of presentation by others.
just look at this.. so colourful!!

a single critique session can last for more than 4hrs.. but the satisfaction upon completing the panels is absolutely.. amazing.

alright back to work!

2008-09-06T22:46:00.006+08:00

Capoeira – a dangerous dance

A circle of people playing drums and singing, and in the middle of the circle there are people dancing softly but swiftly. The first impression of the Brazilian capoeira is that it must be a ritual of some sort. And in fact that is not far from the truth. But behind those soft movements, which look like peaceful ritual dancing, lies a lethal form of martial art.

2008-09-06T01:04:00.001+08:00

cute, sweet, meaningful.

2008-09-03T22:58:00.005+08:00

I haven blogged for so longggggggggggggg.
I think 1 month of lessons have passed.. or is it 3 weeks?
time flew so fast i can't even remember..
anyways.. this 3 weeks were reallyyy busy.. dun even have time to play game haha!
projects and projects and assignments.. neverending!
every thursday at 6pm i will heave a sigh of relief.. rest.. relax a bit.. neglect all my homework..
then MONDAY arrives!!! and i die all over again =.=

but it's really fun! xD

anyways have been eating a lot of good food recently due to dar's sudden income lol.
but it's all gone now =/

ice-cream "cooking"at Yuki no Yaki!

we failed quite terribly at cooking our own icecream =(
but it was damn fun!!
but so sad we are poor now hahaha

this is an alien i made from Solidworks!

no laaaa it's a pump body actually.. haha.. my friend says mine looks like a burglar.. lol.
another colour..

one of my assignments..

this is what my studio looks like..

Huiwen's birthday today!!

so stressed that we started doing stupid things in studio..

a lock dar gave me >.< i love it!

saw this at a shop in Plaza Sing..
the cupcakes are super nice!!

i'm finally having a short break from all the crazy stuff going on!
and i got a new com woohoo!
like finally after a million years
the 22" screen is heavenly.

ok back to work on my metamorphosis!
haven started lol!

2008-08-16T12:11:00.005+08:00

OKOK I SHALL POST MORE ~_~
one week is over.. and i already have a ton of assignments to do =(
100 squares to cut, cubes to make, drawing to draw.. and research to do..
waaaa dying..
but it's all very fun! at least i'm finally doing something i like in school!

and my studio mates are great! think we're gonna have a great 4 years together!
ytd went for lunch at MEGAbites cafe.. so crowded lol.
but end up all 30 odd of us managed to squeeze in i guess
the food there is nice and cheap!
chicken chop for only $3.90!! where to find!! lol
sry no pics of food =P
too busy eating

after luch we went out to take pics with the big bear from rag&flag:

the very cute bear, like mr bean bear

one of my studio mates and me

i'm loving school~

dar and i found this very interesting and yummy food from Hougang Mall:

it's damn cute, and very nice
For $2.90, you get 5 fruit flavoured balls of ice-cream,
and 2 choices of coating with extra nuts if you want.
and the packaging is so cute too!

the shop looks very cute also! too bad i didn take a pic of the shop.
but it's located right beside the foodcourt(which looks very oriental and clean btw)
tastes super GREAT!

i miss the girls!! when are we gg to meet??

PS: skething classes starts next week.. every tues 7pm-9pm =(
PSS: I FINALLY BOOKED MY BTT LA. like after so long. it's on the 4th of Oct. stupid wenzong book one day earlier than me!

2008-08-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

i'm finally updating O.O
too many things to update and too little time~
many events and photos but not gonna post now la.

too much >.< in other news,
I FINALLY STARTED SCHOOL!
but i'm so not prepared.
kena information overload.
damn tired now T_T

had studio session this morning..4hrs+ ..
BUT DAMN COOL.
<3 my tutors

engineering lecture in the afternoon was B.O.R.I.N.G.
i almost fell asleep.
ok i'm unable to upload some of my pics dunno why ~_~
just some random pics:

M&M oreo cheesecake that i painstakingly baked >.<
dar loves it ^^

My cute and lovely parrot, very much alive (:

ok enough for now!
sch's fun! but expensive!

2008-07-08T10:42:00.003+08:00

i forgot to mention that dar cooked for me on our 2nd month celebration!
yummy food!

the complete set, with soup and a cup of ice lemon tea hahhaha.
(ignore the trash in the background =P)

love you dar! ^^

2008-07-07T13:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY!!
ytd dar and me went to the arcade to play the sweet machine.
the one where you scoop up the sweet blah blah blah.
and this is our loot of the day!!!

so cute!

this is our jackpot prize! 2 poohbears. 1 for each of us ^^

so many sweets too! the other smaller toys were buried within the sweets but we caught them all! almost! we left 2 toys in the machine only haha.
think we spent slightly below 30bucks for the machine.
but it was worth it!
can still remember i was laughing like mad cause we keep tyco catch all the small toys lol.
and so many ppl surrounding us + plus one auntie beside me who keep telling me what to do =.=

anyway here's some small pics of dar and me. cannot post large pics cause too blur.
no proper pic btw. dar keep acting stupid ~_~

shall blog about the toys and comics convention if i have the time!

2008-06-23T13:49:00.002+08:00

Finally got to meet up with the girls + wenjie for dinner and some KTV @ bugis
missed them so much!

Here are some pics!

Went for some k-ster on sat too.

With arch, fran, jesper, fly, gus.
Due to the disparity between some of our ages,
there were some pretty old songs that i have never heard before lol.

Anyways dinner was hillarious.
We went to this shop that looked like those eatery from anicient china places.
those wu xia pian kind.
the waiters are all called "xiao er"
their chopsticks are called "xuang jie gun"
and the menu is some "wu lin mi ji"
damn ridiculous but funny.

and everything the "xiao er" says, gus will go "hao! hao!"
and they keep asking for "man tou" lol.

think i laughed until i was full.

no pics though =(

2008-06-06T08:58:00.002+08:00

i was shopping with dar that day and we came across tamagotchi!
omg i miss tamagotchi please!
still remember last tiem pri sch i had one.
sch cannot bring so everytime i'm in sch my mum will take care of my tamagotchi for me. damn lol.
still rmb it was pink colour one.
and one day, sadly, when i reach home my mum said my tama is dead =(
then see a little tombstone and an angel flying lol.

okay back to the topic.
so we saw all this tamagotchi.
now so damn high tech can infra-red all that.
i want one!
so there was this signed that said sth like " visit www.tamatown.com today!"
then i thought like, so cute maybe the webby got cute stuff can see.
walao.
only people with tamagotchi can log in!
wth pls!
so discriminating!
no fair!
i officially hate tamagotchi.
unless i have one.
but nevertheless, I STILL WANT TAMAGOTCHI!!!
childish, i know. but it's like very fun okayyyyyyyy =(

i wan i wan

2008-06-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

After some consideration and much research,
I've decided not to appeal for Architecture(aki).
Apparently admission criteria for Aki and Industrial Design(ID) is the same.
But everyone's telling me aki people dun sleep!
and i'm such a sleeper pls. i sleep almost everywhere i go, bus train bla bla..
so i guess aki's not for me!

anyways ID turns out to be quite an interesting course.
i can work for OSIM in the future and develop new products.
i promise, nothing as suggestive as that iGallop.
and i'll definitely give it a nice name, unlike uPapa.
i mean seriously! what's with those designs and names??

I hope my appeal to NTU's Vis Comm is successful.
if i get that course i can die with no regrets.
*prays* v(-_-)v

i'm thinking of changing my blog skin already.
this elmo thingy is too narrow. pics and vids get cut off!
boohoo.
but really dunno what skin to use.
lazy to create my own one also =(

hopefully meeting the girls next week...
so long nv meet liao!

2008-06-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

I have removed the previous post due to the several critisisms received. lol.
*please refer to tag board*
i shall never photoshop my photos ever again. ~_~

miss the girls!
when was the last time we met man!

miss dar too :(
why must you stay in sengkang!!!

2008-05-20T10:41:00.003+08:00

just got fever over the weekend.. thought i'm okay now.. but the flu and cough just seems worse..
urgh.. even my colleagues can see that i'm sick.. this is bad.. cant even finish a short sentence without coughing..

2008-05-20T10:26:00.002+08:00

for my dar..

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

2008-04-06T10:39:00.001+08:00

Dearest Ham,

GMT+ 8, 7.47pm, 31st March 2008. I witnessed your last struggle. Rest in Peace.

(my hamster btw)

2008-03-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

What Silvia Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-19T10:36:00.003+08:00

choices, choices, choices.
will i ever make the right one?

******************************************************

elmo is so cute >.<

The days are seriously flying.
I can't catch up!!

2008-03-11T17:21:00.003+08:00

Time flew, is flying, will fly.

As the days passes by swiftly (maybe a tad too much),

I begin to ponder how much I have achieved since the start of the new year (the Chinese New Year to be exact).

Unfortunately,

it seems that the only thing I have achieved so far, is weight.

*cries*

2008-03-10T17:12:00.003+08:00

Don’t live your life in
‘What was…’ or ‘What will be…’

Live life in ‘What it is..!’

People change, for the better or for worse.
Some may forget you while they move on with their own lives.
They might say things that indirectly(only very slightly) hurt(but to a great extent) you.

But so what.

All I have to do is believe in myself.
Accept all that I have been given, whether it breaks me apart or gives me hope.
Because,
That is what makes it life.

Thank you, my teachers, for your guidance way beyond what written material could have given me.
I may have fail some, if not most, of you.
But my sincerity is true.
Without you I may not even be where I am today(technically at NUS right now working, but then that's a little not linked.).

Thank you, my friends, to all those who have been there in my life, at one point or another.
You guys made the unbearable school life worth all the effort.
We might not be as close now, but each and everyone of you have left footprints in my heart.
Prints that won't seem to go away.
And I want you guys to know, especially to the 6 other girls, + 3 guys
You have been the best.
There for me when I needed you the most.
We might all be moving on different paths now, but we will all meet again someday.
Just because even parallel lines may meet somehow.

ok i dunno why i suddenly so emo omg.
nvm.
ciao~

2008-03-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

SO CUTE OMG.
i'm officially addicted to elmo XP

haiz.
tmr is d day already...
what can i do?
i can only hope taht everything will go well..
well enough to recieve my treat.
haha.

tmr.. i may either be a happy elmo, or an emo elmo.
lol.

ciaos.

2008-03-04T16:34:00.001+08:00

"Everything is possible. The impossible just takes longer."

Nice.

2008-03-04T09:57:00.004+08:00

love my new blog skin.
kudos do my little bro ^^

in other news,
THE FREAKING ALVL RESULTS WILL BE OUT THIS FRIDAY.
7th March `08
i sure hope the 7th is my lucky day >.<

this feeling of knowing the results will be out on friday is already making me unwell =(
*starts playing Matchbox Twenty's Unwell*

i totally have no idea what the outcome will be like, and how my life's gonna change on friday 1430 hours.

scrood.

2008-03-03T09:38:00.001+08:00

2008-02-28T09:20:00.003+08:00

2008-02-27T10:03:00.002+08:00

To ivan chng, even though he probably won't read this =.=

"Friends Forever" you promised.
"together till the end"
We did everything with each other.
you were my best friend.

When i was sad, you were by my side.
when i was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support-
If i needed you, you were there.

You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okay.

But somewhere along that line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither of us was to blame.

You had made many new friends
And luckily, so had I
But that didn't change the hurt-
The loss of our friendship made me cry

As we grow older, things must change
But they don't always have to end.
Even though its different, now,
You will always be my friend.

-pravsworld.com

2008-02-25T14:19:00.005+08:00

Some things that I may have done a little to much since this year started:
-eating sushi (3 times to be exact)
-going singing (3 times to be exact)
-getting home late (too many times to be exact)
-gaming (almost everynight)
-spending money (almost bankrupt)
-sms-ing (exceeded monthly allowance)

Some things that I may have done a little too little since this year started:
-exercising
-being at home
-helping out my mum
-sleeping

NO WONDER MY MUM IS SO FREAKING PISSED AT ME.

okay. her anger and frustration is thus justified. =/

i thus resolve to do less of the former and more of the latter.

but anyways, let me blog about sat!

We were supposed to meet Chinatown at 12.30 for some singing session..
Then i kena cheated by Xavier to go at 11.30 for lunch end up he never inform the rest cause he tot i will inform but i never inform cause i tot he will inform.
So left 2 of us =.= eating mac..
anyways kh, jonah and jas turned up after 12.30..
We went to K-ster! cause it was cheaper and, well yea cheaper. XD
and smuggled mac in for the rest who haven ate.
hoho. we got a tatami room.. meaning lots of cushions and erm. space. hahaha.
there's also a raised platform so it's very jap style ^^
i like i like =PpP
well after singing we all went to plaza sing for dinner..
and after that to Thiong Bahru Plaza to catch L: Change the World!

seriously, L IS SO CUTE!!!
go catch it if you can..
it's not as bad as I expected ^^

okay i'm not eactly blogging. haha. so brief.
blog long scared boring also..
nvm.. lol.

in other news, I have a bad feeling about my current job.
I'm paid like 8 bucks per hour to do practically NOTHING.
omg la.
just take today for example.
I only help someone burn a few discs.
The rest of the time I spent watching "My Girl", listening to music, sleeping..
and now i'm blogging =.=
and don't think i'm lucky cause doing nothing is really not good..
aiyah dunno how to explain lol.

anyways.
can i rant more?
i guess i can since i'm bored and not many ppl actually read my blog so i can just crap crap crap.
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okay that's it.
i don't even know what to crap about.
i'm off.

I heard you say you needed me
Now what’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

2008-02-22T15:40:00.001+08:00

"Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background." -Claudette Renner

2008-02-21T17:11:00.003+08:00

SE7EN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love him to bits and pieces. XD
he the exact kind of guy i like ^-^
he's currently on my desktop.. nice big picture..
and i already get ppl asking..
colleague no 1 :"that one your boyfriend ah?"
me : "wait long long lor.."
colleague no 2 :"na ge shi Wu Zun ah?"
me: =,=

lol. but this pic really makes me *_*
hehehhe.

okay i'm ranting already.
i'm seriously damn freaking bored at work.
T_T
42 more minutes to 6pm!! then i have to go for tuition summore.

can't wiat to go home and eat tang yuan XD
too bad no chance to eat the one at clementi today.

maybe one day i go drag wenzong and angsiang there.
hohoho.

ciao~

Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak

2008-02-20T11:55:00.001+08:00

I'm so addicted to Maroon 5's songs. the lead singer (Adam) 's voice is just too unique.. the music is so special..

okay time for faculty lunch. 2 hours XD

Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.

2008-02-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

Men are all visual animals.
I've long accepted that fact.

It's okay, it's alright, Silvia Silvia fight fight fight!

2008-02-18T16:37:00.004+08:00

CNY this year was as usual, with one exception. My dad re united with his bro (my uncle) after about a 6 year cold war. How they managed that I didn't know.. but i'm not complaining.. since we all live so near to one another, it would be better to be of talking terms instead of trying to avoid each other on the streets. Now all that's left is my dad's sis (my aunt), who has also maintained about a 5 year cold war =.=

I haven't been spending much time at home, or even leave anytime for myself to just chill and relax. It has all been work, tuition, game, outings and all. There's like nothing else. I just borrowed a book that day, my favourite author Sidney Sheldon. I hope i would have time to read it >.<

*sighs*

and it seems my weekdays are fully booked too.

Mon, Wed, Fri (8 - 9.30) - tuition for bro (no money earned)

Tue, Thurs (7.30 - 9) - external tuition (money earned, duh`)

I FREAKING NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!

T_T

Just me, my bed, and my Sidney Sheldon pls. >.<

Just for laughs..

2008-02-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

Kurosaki Ichigo

(before photoshop edit, taken with K800i phone)

Went to Chinatown after like, a million years ytd.

Really can't remember the last time I was there.

No pictures... cause my hair, sadly, as usual, is very messy lol.

and there were many forbbiden pictures.. wahhaha.

=PpP

but it was fun.. we had Yum Cha, played Big/Small, blackjack(lost $2.50), mahjong(lost $5.00), and we had lao yu sheng! XD very nice ^^

Those who stay around went for singing session too.. wahahhaa.

sian. i think i've lost my ability to blog.

aiyah troublesome blog lol.

think i go watch some spongebob videos now XD

I just need a little of your time

A little of your time

To say the words I want to say

Just need a little of your time

A little of your time

To show you that I am not dead

2008-02-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

I compare you..

She stares into the sky
No matter day or night
Hoping to catch a glimpse of her shooting star.

She almost gave up
But there it was
Cruising across the sky, "Hey, so how's life?"

She brightens and smiles
And listens as her shooting star spoke
Wishing it would never leave.

The perfect world does not exist
A shooting star comes and goes
And so did hers.

She stares into the sky
No matter day or night
Hoping to catch a glimpse of her shooting star.

2008-02-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

2008-01-26T15:11:00.001+08:00

OMG I WANT THIS PHONE!!! (W760i)

this is almost exactly the phone i've been waiting for!!
almost cause it would have been exact only if it's swivel.
but, i'm not complaining XD

i almost wanted to get the Samsung F330 or U700 like TODAY.
but thank gawd i saw this.
omg omg.

the perfect shape, shade of red.. size of screen..
almost everything is perfect!
i'm so excited pls.
It even has internal GPS.
so i won't get lost again HAHA.

all i have to do now, is wait for the phone to be released.
prolly in 2nd quater, which is abt after march.

i'll be stuck with my lousy Nokia phone for now i guess.

I'M SO GETTING THIS PHONE AND NOTHING IS GONNA STOP ME.
(unless a swivel version is out=P)

read more abt the phone specs here : CLICK

2008-01-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

The perfect world.
It never existed.

2008-01-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

omg i must be freaking cursed or sth.
i had tuition on tuesday..
suppsosed to get to Lakeshore (opp Lakeside MRT) condo by about 7.30pm..
and i got up the bus at 7.30 pm =.=
As if things weren't bad enough, i got down 4 stops EARLY.
cause there was an ESSO station.
i vaguely rmbed the last time i had to go Shirely Mah's for a hair-cut,
charissa told me to get down at the esso stop.
and there were 2.
so i got down the wrong one this time.
and i was so lost didn't know what to do, plus i was late!
then i walked one bustop, and took another bus =.=
when i reached the stop i was supposed to walk abt 10 min plus before reaching the condo.
THEN I GOT LOST LA OMG~~
and it was already very dark. and the place so ulu.
sian half.
i finally reached there about 8.15 =.=
and that's not the end of my suayness that day.
at about 9.50 i left, and was on my way to meet shuting for choco prata.
so i had to tak a bus to the polyclinic that stop.
AND I GOT DOWN ONE STOP EARLY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
then i had to walk all the way, only to hear from shuting that i had to walk back abt half the stop to get to the coffeeshop. >_>
by the time i reached home that day it was 11pm.
i did so much running and chasing buses that i was pooped and just slept, one bird till daylight (yi jiao dao tian liang)

okay not actually till daylight. i woke up at 5am to run.
it felt good cuz the wind was nice
but i got a flu cause of that =.=

on a lighter note,
no work tmr! going to sentosa~~ XD
can't wait to meet the rest!

i must be insane, blogging from work. =O

2008-01-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

enough of emo posts. whatever man. i give up.

that day, i picked up a book my sis borrow from the library.
since i haven't been reading since gawd knows when, i decided to read it..
while reading i re-discovered, to my horror, why i don't like books from the library.
it's is primarily due to the fact that, as you flip a page, an innocent person like me may accidentally touch a digusting piece of dried pi sai.
like wth please.
damn er xin can.

i bet it's done by someone like this:
(quoted from a friend's sis's friend's blog)

"i have discovered something gross. gazing at the wall to my left(ie the wall next to the computer), i count no fewer than 12 dried pi sai(nose shit/dried mucus/booger), stuck there like so many green ants. i dont know whyee this suprises(and disgusts) me, for i often dig my nose when i m using the computer, and i often paste the offending pieces of filth upon that wall. however, i had(incorrectly) assumed that they would somehow disappear by themselves. i certainly never noticed them before.

this led me to wonder about the fates of the rest of my boogers, which i dispose of with the classic Chay Pick 'n Flick method. after a good scratch and dig, i usually rest the booger on the tip of my index finger, shivering with rabid anticipation. then, i will draw back my other index finger and flick the hell out of that booger, sending it spinning into the stratosphere, screaming in pain. while i honestly do not care about what happens to the booger when i flick it arnd in public, i am deeply concerned for the welfare of my family, who in all probability, unknowingly trod upon these putrid waste everyday."

maybe it's him.
but then again, i doubt he would read something like Princess Diaries.
oh well.
i nv want to read lib books ever again.
if i have to, maybe with a glove or sth.

met some of the girls today!
i miss of them princesses so much >.<
dunno when we can meet all together again =(

2008-01-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

i can't understand.

you keep leaving me, once and again.
that "closing" pieced our once broken friendship back together, even though it wasn't perfect.
but we were happy, we had fun (am i right to say that?)

but what's wrong this time?
it's always an almost 180 degrees change from you, overnight, in the blink of an eye.
and we hardly talk again anymore.

i definitely know i haven't done anything wrong.

oh, fck. i bet you won't even read this. what a fool i am, even for a used-to-be best buddy.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

2007-12-31T06:51:00.000+08:00

[new post before this post]

What I got to do to make you mine?
Where should I begin my search to find?
Any clue that you might left behind
Baby please give me a sigh
I can never walk away like this
Giving up on you

And it's true

It's the only one thing that I'm sure
Only one thing that is so pure
Pure enough my heart can cure
There so much I can endure
Baby can you please come back to me
To my arms please

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

Why can't I just give up and let go
When it's over and I know
Everywhere I looked for high and low
Couldn't find you and it shows
That you don't want me to come to you
Come to you again

So I tried
Try to live my life without you here
But what I run into is more fear
Can you hear my words it's so sincere
That I really need you near
Baby why can't you see this is real
Please come back,baby.

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

It's too late to say
These words of redemption
I should've known better

If I can turn back the clock
I'll do anything and everything

All I need is just one more chance
Let me prove my love to you

Let me show you
Let me tell you how much I miss you
You're all that I need

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

2007-12-31T06:30:00.000+08:00

man it's been more than a month since i last blogged!
and theres so much i can blog about.. like prom, chalet, ubin trip, xmas party and other outings blah blah..
but not gonna update now lol. will die. too many stuff.
and it's 6.32 in the morning for goodness sake.
waiting to go work soon >.<
but i shall update on ytd! (sry no pics)

ytd we had this "Makansutra Hunt"
i was the organiser, and val, angsiang and wenzong were my tour mates.
and i hired a tourguide, fangxuan, FOC. lol.
and everyone was charged quite differently for member fee HAHA.
the 3 girls paid 5 bucks each. wenzong paid 7 while angsiang paid 8 hehe.

well first we ate at this hawker centre at queenstown. it's quite hard to describe the place but it looks like the peihua market in bukit timah. i tried the
-popiah
-duck rice
-ice jelly.
>.< so nice.
after that we went IKEA lol. just to eat the
-hotdog
-chicken wings
-meatballs
lol by that time most cannot make it already..
then we went alexandra village to try the
-advocado drink.
it's supposedly a nice drink but the high milk content made me stay away from it. =P
hmmm.. where did we go after that? lol.
ah we went holland village!
to look for settlers.
but on the way we stopped by to have some
-ice cream! XD XD XD
and then finally after that we reached settlers.
so we sat down to have an hour of game play.
we played TABOO!
it's so funny lol.
angsiang was like such a liability to his team mates.
which was me and wenzong by the way.
so after that we switched groups, to me+wz and fx+val +as
aww me and wz only lose to them by 1 lor. lol
and val is damn funny pls.
when it was her turn the word was "ARTERY"
wah she damn happy. and she was like "u know our school have that cca! the shoot shoot one!"
OMG SHE WAS DESCRIBING ARCHERY!
i tell u me and wz were the "watchovers" and we laughed like mad la.
hehe.
after that left me val, fx and as.
so we went to the holland v food centre to have some
-fried osyter (my fav!)
-rojak =D
lol. then we went to the BK nearby to sit down and relax again.
we played those kids cards that i got during christmas haha.
okay now i understand why it's called kids cards =.=
when it was dark we took 970 to BPP.. to eat.
lol
we went cafe cartel for some
-half price cakes
-pork ribs!
the cake and ribs were so nice la >.<
then we hang out there until abt 10pm lol.

the end.
but it was fun and full. lol

2007-11-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

today i went to the ripples warehouse with chari kaiee, shuting and soohuey!
it's was "imba" cheap! haha. learnt that word from wenjie.
a pair of flip flops only cost 3 bucks!
we got 21 pairs in the end. HAHA.

i was bloody tired by then.
we went to town and caught "The Game Plan" with wenjie, the friendly neighbourhood polar bear. lol now he's doraemon.

game plan is a good show to catch.
it's funny, sad, funny and happy.
but it's really funny. the whole cinema was almost roaring with laughter.
after the show some ppl even clapped. =.=

went for more shopping.. like hereen and far east.
i couldnt explain my tiredness.
i couldnt think straight, i almost couldnt walk straight.
and when i tried to talk, it's almost senseless.
i even irritated myself. so i tried my best not to say anything.
AND I KEEP HITTING OR STEPPING ON SHUTING. lol. i'm sorry. really am. haha.
but then again i was kinda awake. i wanted to see the shops and the stuff.
arggh.

so guys, pardon me if i was kinda "weird" today.
lol. but i really like the shopping today. just that i couldnt show it.

i have a bad problem, and that is to repeat what ppl may have said.
but i swear(this is really the truth) that i dont mean it.
it's like, i really never hear that it's been said.
so yeah. dont know why my mind sometimes auto shut down. it's kinda irritating, and can irritate ppl arnd me too.

oh wells. maybe it's the HIIT that ivan suggested for me to do.
it almost killed me. i almost vomitted in the morning =/

i
need
some
proper
rest

2007-11-10T11:57:00.000+08:00

7 se7ens! i felt like i was in se7enth heaven. lol.
(the middle one looked a little gay=/)

02. I know (feat. TEDDY)
Lyrics: YangHyunSuk / Composed by: DK / Arranged by: TEDDY
translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Aye, straight up, there's only one boy that's holdin' it down
Yeah, ya'll already know who it is
(Guess who's back?) This time around,
We're gonna set the whole city on fire
(Ya boy is back) And you know who?
He's S-E-V-E-N, Get' Em!

Your eyes have forgotten me
You're a completely different person
Your beauty has frozen in place
My heart is about to explode

Tell me (everything) Tell me
Don't try to let it pass
In other words, don't try to trick me
I'm angry (at everything) I'm so angry
Uh I can't hold it in anymore

[CHORUS]
(Now) I know that when the night fades
You'll leave my side (I know)
(Now) I know that when the night fades
I know I won't see you again

(Ya boy is back to make ya break ya neck)
(Ya boy is back,) And it's who?
He's S-E-V-E-N

The rumor about you with others
I don't want to believe it but I know it's true
I've become a burden to you
My heart is really going to explode

Leave (leave) Just leave
Go and meet a nice girl
Don't say any polite words to me
Live well (live well) Live well on your own
As I look up to the sky and let tears fall
I can't hold it in any longer

[CHORUS]
(Now) I know that when the night fades
You'll leave my side (I know)
(Now) I know that when the night fades
I know I won't see you again

[RAP]
Are you going to throw me away like this and leave?
Don't walk away, please hold up, mommy
Heart breaker-breaker
My heart breaks without you
I can't sleep, I need you by me
I'm your man (why?)
No man could ever freak you the way I do
I'm so angry my heart hurts, I can't hold it in

You're so so so cruel ~
With those messaged you left on my phone
I I I hurt so much ~
My heart is deeply bruised
Just know one thing ~
Among all the girls in this world
You're the only one I loved

[CHORUS]
(Now) I know that when the night fades
You'll leave my side (I know)
(Now) I know that when the night fades
I know I won't see you again

(You) Why can't you understand how I feel?
My love was only for you
(You) Why can't you understand my true feelings?
You were the only one I loved

Like this And it's who? S-E-V-E-N

2007-11-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

maybe it's time to update.
to start things off, let's look at how unlucky i was for the first 2 days of my a's (:

DAY 1, Physics P3, afternoon.
as usual, i took 985 to school.
got a seat. soon, an uncle sat beside me.
i was still reading some notes la.
then out of the corners of my small but still observant eyes, i saw that man put his hand into his zipper.
oh the horrors.
he took out his dick and started stroking it.
like, wth. PUBLIC LEH.
he's not like doing anything to me la, just in his own world.
but i was so freaked out. and i excused myself to the back.
germ says maybe my eyes too small that guy tot i was sleeping or sth.
well, MAYBE.
next time i'm gonna choose my seats properly.
anyways i was so tramautised i couldn't study for like, almost half an hour.
what a baaaaad start to the a's.

DAY 2, GP, morning.
AS USUAL, i was SUPPOSED to take 985.
as i was nearing the bus stop, i saw a bus there, like the usual 985 would be.
so i ran.
and the bus driver actually waited.
great! not good meh?
and i got a seat. i was so tired i decided to sleep.
after about 10 minutes i decided to open my eyes and look a bit.
the surroundings looked so familiar, yet so wrong.
wtf.
i took the bloody wrong bus. 176.
i almost reached the old css.
then had to cross the road and take 188.
but i'm so unfamiliar with it. and ended up outside the dunearn bus stop.
lucky aidil still waiting for the 985 that time, so he could tell me when it was reaching. i reached the school bus stop at about 750? lol.
sucks dude.

well the rest of the days were quite normal i guess.
except for the bloody geog paper.
all 3 questions: plate tectonics, plate tectonics, plate tectonics.
=.=
and the day before kaiee even told me NOT to study plate tect. luckily i decided to read thru.
if not i would have died there and then on the spot during the paper.
as i said" where is my weathering and mass movements!!!"
biwei said "they have probably been weathered away."
haha.

i had a dream this morning.
i dreamt of being in this "excursion" kinda bus( u know those cheery buses) with renkiat and sheng chuan.
like wth lol. i havent met them in like ages. and when we got down the bus, we got.. OUR A-LEVELS MATHS RESULTS. i dunno why but it was just there.
but it looked quite weird. it looked like the pjc napfa test results slip. HAHA.
anyways, i got a sad C.
then renkiat walked towards me "Hey i got an A!"
like as if it was anything unusual; he has never gotten anything lower than an A for maths.
oh well, it's a dream.
it's not real. it's just nominal.

thus ends my first update after i got back my com.
i'm already halfway through this bloody alevels.
gotta get thru it.

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

2007-10-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

i've changed my blog skin cause the old seal skin was spoilt.
the image was gone, and there were only yellow frogs (eww) all over the page.

roughly 20+ days to the first paper, and 40+ days to the END of the papers.
i'm so unprepared, and frightened.
i had a nightmare where i flunked my As.
i'm so scared that this worst nightmare will come true!
if it really happens, i don't know what i'll do, don't know what i can do.
i guess i really need someone who i can study with properly.
like really sit there and do our own work, and won't talk.
i need a person there so that i won't feel like alone..

on friday, i saw for my own eyes that determination and hard work alone maybe not be enough for the As..
and that girl is Annie.
she worked so hard but still she did badly.
I'm afraid to walk the same path as she did.

help..

2007-10-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

i'm mentally exhausted, and i don't want to study anymore..

today is officially the end of the second last week of school..
all of a sudden, there's this sense of longing.. hoping that we'll have more time to stay together as a class..
the fun and all that laughter.. we'll definitely miss it..
but things do come and go..
and one can only hope that the friendships will last through our lives..

one more week, play hard, study smart!

2007-10-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

Sen no Yoru wo Koete

"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world

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2007-10-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

time to update!
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ivan told me a joke ytd. i think it's quite funny, so i'm gonna share it =D

A man went to an electronics shop and was interested in a high-end tv.
So he asked the salesman, "Where is this tv from?"
Salesman: "I'm not very sure.. let me check it in the storeroom for you."
A few minutes later, the salesman came back.
Man: "So... where is it from?"
Salesman: "oh. it's built in antenna."

you got it?? built-in antenna...
haha..
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dunno where i should start updating from.
okay. 2 events. so it may be a slightly loooooong post.
haha.

Event 1
WHO: me, izzah and wenzong
WHAT: Hairspray movie
WHERE: Thiong Bahru Shopping Centre, Golden Village
WHEN: the day of physics prelims paper 2, sometime in the late afternoon
WHY: because i want to watch, lah
HOW: took a taxi beacuse lazy wenzong didn't want to travel by the long way, and we met izzah at TB. anyways our journey in the cab was kind of.. interesting.. cause the cab driver started talking to us. about... getai. well the movie was great though! 'cept for the fat female lead whose enormously flabby arms really wants to make me PUKE.

Event 2
WHO: me, izzah, fangxuan, siew huai, angsiang, wenzong, celine
WHAT: a day at vivo
WHERE: vivo..
WHEN: last last sunday
WHY: cause it was kinda raining, so we couldn't go sentosa, which was our original plan.
HOW: me and izzah were late for that day haha! and we almost spent the whole freaking day eating. bleh. we also went to the arcade. lost in the game of airhockey, 4 -13. but i beat wenzong in racing. muahahaha. we spent the last hour at superdog, where we played card games like heart attack. then it was time to go :( me, angsiang and wenzong took the train back together. and when we reached clementi mrt, they suddenly said they wanted to eat AGAIN. wth.. this time it was clementi's tangyuan! i was the only one who went there before, so i had to lead them there. but it was something like the blind leading the blind hahhaa. took us quite sometime to find the place. and that's the end! i'm just too lazy to elaborate.

okay i've managed to keep thhe 2 events quite short. ha.

i'm now a half-vegan. i stay away from only meat (except seafood). and i intend to do that for as long as possible.
go animal rights!!

in other news, i have a PILE of maths questions to do.
lecture, tutorial, and remedial ones.
i have at least 30 questions that i need to hand up by this friday!
it's so hectic, i don't even have time for my other subjects, like PHYSICS.
which i am almost equally bad in.
let me tell you how i spent my lessons today.
1st lesson: econs lesson. okay so i totally wasted that hour, didn't do anything at all.
2nd lesson: maths lect. so, well, i did MATHS.
3rd lesson: physics tutorial. i was doing maths.
4th lesson: maths tutorial. DUH. i was doing maths.
5th lesson: econs lect. hey, I WAS DOING MATHS!!!!!!!!

goodness me.
maths maths maths maths. and after this, i still have to do MATHS. cause there are just too many questions.
so little time.

when was the last time we spoke to each other?
somehow it feels so empty.
one thing's for sure..
out of sight =/= out of mind..

2007-09-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

prelims are finally over, and i'm gladly relieved.
went town immd. after the final physics paper for the hong kong cafe.
3rd time there, and i still feel it's a scam. lol.
first time i had glut. balls, 4 for $3.90
something i can easily cook by myself.
second time i had the noodles, $8~
something i can easily cook with maggie mee.
ytd, i had puoluo bao (polo bun), $1.90
which tasted like something i never will want to eat again.
SCAM!!
except for the mango snow ice. (which i accidentally toppled over)
then we went shopping~
i got an elmo HAHA. (biwei and shuting too)
the rest of the girls got slippers
biwei got a bag for her bro and earphones for her ipod.
kaiee got a really nice bag!
by the time we got home it was arnd 9ish.

today me and shuting went to biwei's bakery.
okay fine so it's actually her house.
we started with the snow skin mooncake which was unexpectedly really successful.
i can still rmb biwei's expression when the first one popped out. haha. timeless!
then shuting did her scones.
one is really salty, the cheese one, and one really nice one, the choco one.
then it was time for my fruit tarts!
shuting and biwei helped me quite a lot cause i was so beat by that time i was hardly moving. lol.
because of some mistakes, i thought it was gonna be a failure.
it turned out nice as well.
haha. heng ar.
so brought home a lot of food in the end!

well, tmr's ubin trip is cancelled.
i was quite disappointed when i first saw the msg, but kinda relieved cause i'm SO tired.
oh well, dunno when it will be postponed to either.

i need to start studying tmr.
lol.
cause i have nothing else to do at home.
no games, no com, no books to read :(

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable